WHEN MEMORIES ARE TAKEN

On this particular weekday afternoon, there are several dozen residents in the large living area of the memory care facility. Some slowly move around on their own, others use walkers to help with their balance, while a couple of individuals walk with the aid of a cane. Numerous people sit in large comfortable chairs and a smaller number in wheelchairs. A few have a noticeable tremor in their hands, and certain people are talking softly to themselves or to no one in particular. Many sit quietly with their eyes closed, perhaps sleeping, while several gaze off without focusing on anything. Some interact with the staff, some do not.

At the other end of the room, there is a bingo game in progress. Some of the players can find the numbers on the cards by themselves but most need assistance. Along one wall is shelving filled with books, another wall features a large aquarium containing an assortment of brightly colored fish, and in one corner of the room is a large screen TV tuned to a soap opera. Several ladies are watching it intently.

The people in this room represent a cross-section of humanity. The men and women are different races and nationalities, and their ages span six decades. They come from many religious faiths and all types of economic backgrounds. They are of every political persuasion and there is a wide variety of educational levels. They filled their lives with an assortment of careers and jobs, and in the course of the human experience, they have known great joy and sorrow. Several of the individuals were born with Down syndrome and other forms of disabilities. Most are spouses, mothers, fathers, and grandparents.

But who are they really? What is the story of their lives?

 

The oldest man in the room is wearing pajamas as he slowly slumps to his left in his wheelchair. Every so often a staff person gently repositions him so that he is sitting upright. In WW II this now frail gentleman was an engineer who stormed Omaha Beach at Normandy. Although seriously wounded he continued to detonate obstructions so that armor could come ashore. He is no less a hero today than he was in 1944.

A woman who raised three sons and two daughters alone after her physically abusive husband died from alcoholism compulsively plays with her hair as she sways slowly to music that only she hears. The painful memories of her difficult life are forever behind her, as her days are now spent embraced in the love of her children who do everything possible to make the time she has left worth living.

In the corner, there is a woman that faces the wall and no longer interacts with others. Although she came from simple means, she worked hard and put herself through medical school. In her role as a physician, she frequently helped families cope with the agony of making end of life decisions for their loved ones. Her family now faces the same heartbreaking choices in regard to her life.

Sitting in a large comfortable chair is an oddly distinguished-looking man who desperately wants to converse with whoever comes near him. Early in his life, he started his own business that eventually employed hundreds, but although he was a compassionate and generous boss, those that worked for him have forgotten him in his time of need. He has not had a visitor in months.

An African American woman wearing a long colorful scarf supports herself with her broad-based cane as she stands and looks at a portrait of Martin Luther King Jr. She recognizes the face of a man she once admired, but she cannot recall his name. In the 1960s, this mother of three courageously took part in the Civil Rights movement, but she is now once again considered a second-class citizen by some because of her diagnosis.

Over by the bookshelves, a large muscular man sits and nervously rocks back and forth. He is rarely able to relax, and his tension causes him great anxiety. He immigrated to this country four decades ago with little money and no formal education. With nothing more than determination and willpower, he spent many years working manual back-breaking jobs to seek a better life for the family that he no longer recognizes.

One of the women staring intently at the TV is wearing a skirt with a beautiful flower pattern and a matching blouse. Her hair is neatly fixed. Before her diagnosis, she enjoyed a long prestigious career as a research scientist. During that time she published several important papers, but she can longer dress herself in the mornings. However, it is still extremely important for her to look her best.

A man in a bright red bathrobe stands at the back of the room watching the bingo game. He supports himself with a walker because he has limited use of his right arm and leg. For many years he held state political office, and he vigorously used his power to consistently deny funding to assist his vulnerable constituents as they aged. His voting record led to the financial ruin of countless families who could not afford the care he now receives.

A diminutive woman with Down syndrome sits quietly at a desk coloring in a book with markers. She pays no attention to others in the room, but she has animated conversations with imaginary characters that make her smile and laugh. She was employed for over two decades at a non-profit foundation, and although her vocational skills inevitably deteriorated she is still loved by her friends and the staff who miss her greatly.

A man with a full gray beard continuously rolls back and forth in his wheelchair. Because he is uncomfortable making eye contact, he rarely looks up from the floor. He is a veteran who spent four years as a prisoner of war in North Vietnam desperately hoping that he had not been forgotten by those at home. But now he is a prisoner of his own memory loss which has caused him to forget his brave service to his country.

Sitting in the sunlight streaming through a window is a despondent woman wearing a large pair of glasses. Despite painful arthritis in her hands, she slowly crumples up a newspaper resting in her lap. This person was an elementary teacher who spent 35 years introducing children to the joys and adventure of reading, but she now becomes extremely frustrated as she struggles to make sense of printed words.

A grandmother of five sits in her favorite spot next to an elaborate end table with a decorative lamp. She is the picture of contentment, and she appears to be at peace with herself and her surroundings. She nods and smiles at each person that passes by as she spends her time lovingly chatting with her husband of sixty-one years even though he passed away more than a decade ago.

A man sleeps on the end of a couch. His face is weather-beaten and his skin is leathery. He was homeless and found wandering in the downtown area two years ago. After several months it was discovered that he was actually quite wealthy having made his money investing in the stock market. He has no memory of that life and after being severely beaten while living on the streets he now cowers in fear whenever someone approaches.

Studying a large bulletin board, a man with tears in his eyes struggles to say the words he sees describing upcoming activities at the facility, but he is not successful. This individual was a loving father who devoted his life to his son who has autism and is nonverbal, but now they share that characteristic because he can no longer speak himself. Tomorrow he will try again with the same result.

Because he is physically intimidating, the largest man in the room is carefully avoided by the others. Thirty years ago he graduated from a prestigious university which he attended on an athletic scholarship. Unfortunately, he suffered multiple concussions during his four-year football career which has left him with the mental deterioration that now causes him to lash out with aggressive behavior at the staff.

Sitting at a table with two other people is a woman who continually uses her left hand to try and stop the pronounced trembling of her right hand. It is a repetitive action that she is unaware of. This person was an entrepreneur who gained wide attention as a chef which allowed her to open her own restaurant to great critical acclaim. Her uncontrolled trembling now requires others to cut up her food.

Looking intently at the large aquarium is a short balding man who had to retire as a pastor when his growing confusion made it difficult for him to interact with his congregation. At first, his family refused to accept his diagnosis, but now they are resigned to it. This gentle and kind man spent his adult life ministering to others and praying for healing for those who were in need, but now he is the person that others pray for.

In the very middle of the room is a woman in her early fifties sitting quietly in her electric wheelchair. She was born with a developmental disability and cerebral palsy. At the urging of doctors, her parents reluctantly placed her in an institution. She spent forty-five years living there until she was finally moved to a group home only to have the onset of dementia rob her of the independence she had always dreamed of.

A man unconsciously taps his hands on a small plastic tray. The compulsive behavior seems to offer him a form of comfort from the frustration he feels at needing assistance to perform even the most routine tasks. This individual was a uniformed police officer risking his life daily to protect the public, but now he requires constant protection from everyday dangers such as stoves, bathwater, and stairs.

Moving slowly around the room in her housecoat and slippers is a woman who never married and has no family. But through the kindness of strangers, she has been adopted by a class at a local elementary school who makes sure that she receives cards, letters, handmade gifts, and frequent visits to let her know that someone cares. The children who provide this attention benefit as much from their efforts as she does.

Sitting near the door is a woman who positions herself each day so she can see down the corridor and catch the first glimpse of a special person. She was a loving wife and homemaker for more than five decades who is visited every day of the year by her devoted husband. Although she can no longer recall his name, she still feels compelled to hold his hand tightly while they sit together.

                                                         

Every resident in this room has a personal story. They are not just a person at risk who is locked in a facility for their own protection. These individuals are just like you and me. They are loved ones, friends, co-workers, and neighbors. They are the type of people we interact with every day.

And although it is important to understand who they were before the onset of their disease, it is a terrible mistake to think of them only in the past tense. Their lives matter just as much now as they did before their diagnosis.

Men and women who are living with memory loss are among the most vulnerable citizens in our society. How we treat them defines us because our response to their needs is a reflection of what kind of people we really are. Therefore, we must always ensure they are treated with the dignity and respect they deserve.

Dementia proves that the purest form of unconditional love is when it’s given to someone who can longer return it.

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